October is already over. I hardly remember it, although I do remember...
Googling a lot of puppies, daydreaming at work, interviewing for new work, appreciating that I have a job, researching graduate programs, screaming while kayaking, turning into the Pink Power Ranger, doubting my life plan, eating lots of good food, reorganizing my life plan, feeling grateful that I have room for error, baking cookies, eating lots of sweets, singing ancient mantras with strangers and friends, sleeping in late, raging through Orange County traffic, crying unnecessarily and appreciating again that I have a wonderful family and boyfriend, sleeping in even later, devouring dragon fruit, dressing up as Jasmine from Aladdin, making a Thomas the Train costume, enjoying time with family, getting a drug test and being paranoid I wouldn't pass, eating lots of good home-cooked food, making an Angry Birds costume, making a piggy from Angry Birds costume, passing a drug test, planning a week trip to Prague and Vienna, planning future living arrangements, planning for the best!, eating more good food, carving Iron Man, making out in the back seat of someone else's car, running through a park, doing a sacred dance around a tree, creating evil chocolate cherry mice, doubting my life plan again, saying fuck it and just do it, and then doing it.
Next month I shall write a novel.
