Do you

The last few days of this week really surprised me. I heard myself utter words and accusations that were entirely irrelevant, rude, and selfish. I saw myself crumble under the pressures of keeping up with responsibilities and proudly bitched and whined about shit that didn't deserve a moment's thought. 

I was completely ashamed of my actions.

I'm trying my best to be my best self. But sometimes you fall into the depths of self-loathing and pity. I can't promise those black times won't show themselves again, but I can try my best to keep them from interfering with what is important and more worthy of thought and effort. I would say sorry, but I know it doesn't mean a thing if I keep the bad and overlook the good. 

It's time I do me. Forget the rest.