Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Three boys, three girls

"Yes, I know. Three boys and three girls. Just decided to come out even like that."

I sat there digging into my frozen cantaloupe smoothie, counting my chubby fingers. There's one, two, plus me...okay, that makes three girls. Then there's one, two.... That's it, just two boys. What was my mom thinking? She only had five kids.

Soon everything fell into place, like clockwork it seemed. A Caucasian man in jeans and a collared shirt rang the door bell and asked if my parents were home. Speaking perfect Vietnamese, he and my mother exchanged a few words and everyone erupted into tears. Some days or months or months and days later, my family and relatives congregated at the airport lobby. I still remember the red velvet dress I wore, and the way my sister and I ran through the sliding doors.

Then it happened. A flood of people ran toward something, someone. Hugs, kisses, tears, laughter and commotion. It wasn't until many years later that I realized why we were there that day and what had happened years before that led up to that day. It was a warm welcome for number three, my third brother, who had been living in Vietnam with my grandma during my first six years of life. A brother who, until that moment, I didn't even know existed. A person who, at the time, was a complete stranger. Someone who came home with us, slept under the same roof as us, ate dinner with us, fought with us and soon enough became a part of us. Three boys and three girls.

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Ethnography


fancy smancy at the Morton's Steakhouse

custom burgers at the Counter

copycat

bacon fudge oohlala

Sushi Deli 3 lunch spesho

bored at work, rawr!

Marquee Nightclub in da Vegash




first attempt at homemade pho

mama's bun moc

shiyo ramen at Chopstix 1
Island Prime! ooh tuna stack

The end!

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Growth

I mentioned in my last post that I would start using my blog to document my half-marathon training. Well, it's been nearly two months, but I'm back and proud to say I finally dragged my butt to the gym to run a couple miles. It wasn't too bad, but I'm far from ready. Must keep running!

In other news, today my coworker (who tells me he is trying to find this blog but is too dim to realize I have the link on my Facebook) sent me a track from Death Cab's newest album, Codes & Keys. The song is called "Monday Morning," and he thinks it's about Zooey Deschanel. It's a really cute and has this great line among many:

I am a bird that's in need of grounding,
I'm built to fly away, I never learned how to stay.

If these lyrics were a Jeopardy clue, the answer would be "What is a Kimberly?" This can't describe me more clearly, especially now. Honestly, I wouldn't have even gone to the gym had I not felt the need to escape from something, from some emotion that seems to follow me everywhere. An odd sense of instability and detachment, frustration and slight disappointment. What is it and why am I always consumed by these conflicting emotions? 

A couple days ago my friends and I were discussing prospective tattoos. One of them said that as a rule of thumb, you're suppose to think about one design for at least three years before making the commitment to ink. It's been almost three years since I first contemplated getting my tree tattoo, and I still feel confident in my desire to have it permanently penned upon my right shoulder blade. For obvious reasons, a tree symbolizes growth, a journey outwards and up. But in my eyes, I'm attracted to the fact that a tree also grows downwards through its roots. It stays strong because of them, a twisted and intricate foundation of sorts. Sometimes I feel as though I have too many expectations of myself that I can't grow these roots. My head is always wrapped around some goal or aspiration that I'm never able to deeply root down within myself.... Maybe I'm analyzing this all too much, but one thing is for sure: my urge to run away from problems, my disappointment and uneasy feelings, they stem from my heightened expectations for things, of myself and others. Whether feasible or not these expectations hold me back, and I should just let them go.

I would like to grow like a tree, both upwards and downwards. I would like that balance, that stability. I would like to be grounded.

Monday, April 25, 2011

Four

Immediately after this post I will start using my blog to document my training! Yes, it's crazy to think I only have four full months to train for my upcoming half-marathon in September. Ah I am so excited. The sun is out, the weather is great, and I'm ready to rock and roll.

But first, my experience with traditional Ethiopian cuisine.



Last week I had goban with a steamy cup of chai tea. Boiled barley mixed with corn, goban has a consistency similar to oatmeal. My host explained that it is a typical dish eaten before Easter, symbolic of the Last Supper when Jesus and his disciples shared a simple dinner of bread and wine. It was rather plain so we added some berbere, an Ethiopian spice mixture, to kick things up a notch. I can't say I was a fan, but the chai tea was delicious.

And of course a pre-Easter snack merits a post-Easter feast. Today during tutoring I was welcomed to an overwhelming array of food that included injera, lamb, lamb stomach, chicken, and curry, all prepared with a traditional Ethiopian flair. It reminded me of Indian cuisine and similarly, I was encouraged to eat everything with my hands. MY HANDS! I know this is usual in many cultures, but I hadn't eaten a complete meal using only my hands until tonight. Hence, I wasn't able to take a picture because of my messy fingers! It's a shame because all the food was delicious and looked amazing, especially the lamb stomach. It had an interesting gamy texture and a slight crunch. Overall, it was quite a splendid dinner with my part-time adopted Ethiopian family. I definitely did more learning than teaching tonight :)